12/25/01

Today was the best christma day I've had in a long time. Even though the season hasn't been good and I haven't been in the christmas mood, the day still managed to put a smile on my face. I'm not sure if one thing made me happy, but I am sure that the look on everyone's faces as they opened my gift for them could put smiles on anyones' face. I really spent a lot on people and it came from the heart and I'm sure they all knew that. Another plus for the day is that I received all the gifts I asked for, plus a few more that actually have a purpose. Ranking above average and among the best gifts that I was given for christmas are: a new stereo, an Elph Sport camera, headlamp and camp chair, radar detector, and all the new clothes. My favorite however, was a simple little gift. In a clothes box my mom had bought me a long-sleeve shirt that says University of Florida on it and a Florida hat that is devoid of any gator icons. The part that made the gift great was the note she included with it. It let me know where we stand with each other and I know that we are real close.
The rest of the day was very pleasant. As usual we went to church as a one big family. when we got home, everyone just kind of fiddled around with their presents. Also grandma decided she would leave for home today. I don't think I ever remember her leaving on christmas day. She seemed extra upset this year and mom told me that she's having a rough time so I prayed for her and kept my nose out of her business. Once she left, we all did our own little things and packed to leave tomorrow. After everyone was settled in for the night I went to the family room and laid on the couch in front of the fire. The whole time I was there I was thinking of how lucky I am and that I'm thankful for today, even though sometimes I seem ungrateful. However, the recurring theme of being lonely popped up and I thought, how romantic it would be to do that on a christmas day in teh future with the one I love. merry christmas.