01/09/02

Today went pretty smoothly. Only a few things that are somewhat mentionable happened today. First of all, some people are starting to figure out and understand why I all of a sudden changed my hairstyle. Of course...they only know part of it. The part they don't know is that the new hair is a way of me saying, "ok guys, brace yourselves because I'm sick of being the guy everyone wants me to be." The new hair is just a way of being unique and it's preparing me for my trip out of the closet. I know a lot of people at first are going to be real surprised and may not like it, but people will get used to it. Now onto other things...I'm a little mad for opening my mouth to my mother about bright futures. I usually tell her everything, but from here on I'm going to be a little more careful about what I tell her. When I told her that I'm not eligible for the 100% just yet, she freaked and said that she wasn't going to order my car then. This pissed me off even more beccause I've worked hard at my grades to turn them around and I really want that car. So I went in my room mad and turned some old cd's on and cranked up the volume really loud. Then while I was piddling in my room I noticed how out of shape I'm getting. I need to work out more and run. Somehow I've got to find a way around work and find time to exercise. I will look good again...I just have a little work to do...no more sitting around on the computer all day.