01/30/02

Today was an okay day. School went by smoothly and not much happened. After school I hung around Ron and we waited around talking to other people before we worked out. As we were chilling, a stretch excursion limo came on campus to drop someone off. It was pretty cool. We asked how much a limo like that costs to rent for the night and found out that it's going o be about 1500 dollars. DAMN. While working out today, the JV basketball team was lifting at the same time as football, so guess who was in there? Yep, none other than my crush. As we were working out I think he caught me staring at him, but I know that he was looking at me too. Then he started to strike up conversation with me and he was all cool about it. He started flattering me about Mr. Biceps and everything...he even commented on the "cute" outfit I wore on homecoming day. Somewhere along the line he introduced himself to me and we shook hands. We talked on and off throughout the whole lift...he's pretty cool and I love the way he talks. The only disappointing thing about it was when he made some comment about cheerleaders and looking up their skirts. Some things he says come off as really straight...nothing comes off as gay except for the outfit line he fed me...but what gives me a little hope are the little looks he gives me. Oh well, even if he is gay, I'll never know. Just like no one knows about me, and after the conversation I had with mom today, it appears that I might want to keep it surpressed until college. So there goes my prom plan, hehe. The reason I've reconsidered is because mom doesn't think Dad will handle it well at all and she said he might not get me my car. OK, put the brakes on, that scares me the most. I can handle him not liking it, but I want my damn car. I've worked hard for it and I want it bad. Just like I want the "shrimp" bad. Shrimp is my new petname for my crush...perhaps I can try it out on him one day, hehe. Well, I'm ready for the future and what tomorrow brings.