01/21/02

Man it has been one long uneventful weekend for me. After friday night I had no exposure to anyone outside of family. All I did was sit on my ass and run errands for and with my mom. Saturday I dressed up like a cowboy and drove the truck around. On sunday I went to the avenues with mom and I blew twenty bucks on two candles. Then I looked at some dress clothes while I waited on mom. I realized on sunday why I don't like to go to the mall. Everytime I go to the mall I want to buy a bunch of clothes but I never have the money so I end up leaving depressed. I told that to mom and she made some comment that i was a clothes whore and it must be the homo coming out in me. She stereotyped gay guys saying that because they don't have kids, they have extra money to spend on clohtes. Then I got into a big argument with her about gay life and society's views on it. She really pisses me off sometimes. Anyways, I'm going back to school tomorrow and I'm sure I will have a lot more to write about then. I do want to know...why does it seem that all my entries are starting to sound similar? It's almost like they have one central theme. I don't want that to happen. Perhaps I shouldn't write so often. I want my entries to detail my life in every different aspect. On Valentine's day, since I'm going to be lonely of course, I'm going to sit here and read all past entries.