01/22/02

Today was the shittiest day of my senior year. It all started when I showed up at the table this morning. Corini and his big ass mouth apparently had plenty of things to say to me about me. First thing I heard was something like "there's the gay asshole!" Then he started talking about Susan and pretty much calling me gay for not trying to get with her. How dare him try and judge me. Then he went to a second scenario saying that I was choosing Cathy over Susan and pretty much classifying susan as a ten and Cathy a one. I think that pissed me off, the gay part only upset me. Anyways, what bothers me most is that he talked to Susan about me and then he apparently talked to everyone else including Ron. I however, didn't get a phone call all weekend. It's amazing how everyone knows news about me before i even know. I was so mad and upset that for one, I could have cried and two, I could have kicked the shit our of anyone who crossed me at the time. So as i was getting calmer, hey guess what...to the dean's office I go. Ms. Greene apparently wrote me up and now i have a detention. Now I really did want to cry. I couldn't think straight and the only thing I could do was sleep. Even while sleeping my mind was racing. Towards the end of the day it got a little better but this evening when I realized I couldn't go work at Philmont because of college orientation, I became upset again. I really wanted to do that but now I guess I'm going to the Bahamas and I can hang out up here unitl my 1st semester starts. Anyways, I'm still in a bad mood and will be tomorrow. I hope the little shit is smart enough to keep his mouth shut because i don't need another day like today.