01/31/02

I drove the truck to school today and boy did it raise a few eyebrows and questions. When I first got to school, shrimp noticed the truck and was looking at it and smiling. I can't believe he is actually talking to me. Other than that, school sucked. It seems as though everything is crumpling around me. School is starting to wear thin on me and everyday I'm seeming more and more depressed. The only thing that brings light to my day is seeing or talking to shrimp. That and seeing that I'm getting good grades on calculus and other classes. I really want that car, in fact I'm thinking about getting it in red...maybe spice up my life a little. That and a boyfriend. Hopes of getting those two things are all that keep me going right now. Also tonight, at the basketball game, the kid from key west was there and he is the cutest little thing I've ever seen and his eyes are extremely beautiful. It's a shame he is like 8 or 10. Hehe, why am I always scoping out the fresh meat...j/k. Everywhere I go though, I find myself checking people out and saying stuff to myself like "mmm, nice ass!" or "man, he has nice legs!" Maybe I'm getting desperate...or maybe that's just teenage hormones. Anyways, hopefully I'm going to be able to pull everything off and get out of my nasty procrastination habit. For now I need to go because I have early detention tomorrow morning.